Okay, the first game I played was against Laguna, and the lag was about 9 and there were a number of WFOP's, so that wasn't so great. I took the outpost closest to me and the bunker, and he took the outpost closest to him, but he was a bit rusty after not playing MP for I think a couple of months, so I managed to knock his fleet off without too much trouble. Then I got to play Slug, and he had the upper hand right from the start. I tried to be as annoying as I could without resorting to hyperbombing or anything, but in the end he destroyed the last of my ships and I was dead. Well, not actually me, but all the crews on my ships were. I was still alive, and tired, so I went back to bed. Then I got up again and I've been in a sort of trance for the whole day, like time's passing but I'm not really noticing it. Now, 12 and a half hours after I started playing the first game I feel slightly tired, probably due to lack of sleep on Saturday night, but hey, what do I expect when I lie in bed listening to music for hours? Now this message has gone really OT and I feel like I'm just writing for the sake of writing and I probably should stop but then I'd have to find something else to occupy myself with. I don't want to go to sleep, because when you're asleep it's like nothing happens, but the time is just gone and of course, being time, you can't get it back. I know that one day my time will run out and I will die, and sleeping just seems a totally stupid thing to do. I think this web board is good therapy because this is kind of like a diary or something, where I'm just writing everything I think and it's like no one's listening. Actually, I doubt anyone is listening, and if they're still reading after all this then they're either insane or just as bored of life as I am myself.
Sorry for spamming so much, but I needed to do it.
Sheppo
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"I stand on a building and throw up my arms to the sky
I swallow my pride and admit that it's not always best to understand the reason why
It's just not the same when you wake up in the morning with a smile on your face
When you know you lied yourself to sleep to make it better"
-Mineral, "Slower"