Yume listened to Jacey singing while she rested her head against his shoulder as for the moment, the memory that she dreamt about once she had fainted faded away from her mind. She forgot about how she had dreamt about Christopher...
Now she was just listening to Jacey's voice as he sang and tried to process the words he was saying while also trying to recover from the daze after waking up from blacking out. She wondered what song he was singing... Or if he wasn't singing a song at all but just using sounds to sing.
But she was still also thinking about why she had blacked out. She did remember that sting in her chest that suddenly became overwhelming as she tried to fight it back... Was that creature still here? The one who had caused such a reaction from her body? Shadows...and darkness.., she wondered to herself.
Why was she reacting? Was she suppose to react to such a thing? Had she been designed that way? There were so many questions but so few answers. Most of her answers was just the silence... She sometimes wished she could remember more of her past. But the memories seemed scattered, they didn't fit in any kind of order and this made it confusing to her. As if her mind just reached out to the closest one and grabbed it before playing it to her only to confuse her more.
She wanted answers. She already knew her answers weren't here, on The Rock. Shouldn't she leave by now? But then again, it might not be wise if she keeps remembering memories like this more frequently. This had never happened before. Perhaps she should wait until the memory flashes stop before heading off.
But now she realized she couldn't head off with the ship she had stolen, security might end up finding out that she had stolen it. She would have to abandon her ship soon and get a new one. But perhaps that might not be a problem...
Yume had yet to even wrap her own arms around Jacey. It was almost merely by impulse that when someone is hugged or held, they would hug or hold back but she didn't do that. It made it seem strange sometimes. But now Yume would slowly wrap her arms around Jacey while he rocked her gently back and forth, Yume realized where she could get another source of transportation without having to steal anything at all.
Yume opened her eyes a little as she knew Jacey would come in handy sooner or later. All she had to do was see if he was willing to help her. She knew he might even wonder how she had arrived here without a ship of her own but she knew she would come up with a good explanation. She also had to see if there was anything that could prevent Jacey from helping her.
No matter. If Jacey didn't help her, she would find another mean of transportation. She was sure there plenty of good ships on this station. She just needed to find one with good armor and hopefully fast speed along with it. But she would worry about getting another ship later, for now she needed to try to rest and recover until she was sure she could head off without any problems.
Yume closes her eyes again while she lets her arms around him tighten a little as her warmth returned again and she hoped she didn't end up fainting once more. Memories of Christopher were nice...but she didn't want to see a horrible memory at the moment, it would make her emotional state render her weak and vulnerable and she couldn't have that.
But while she listened to Jacey singing softly, she let her thoughts fade away and listened to him as he sang. Again, she wondered what he was singing. And was he actually singing to her or just to thin air? It did not really matter, she guessed as she enjoyed the heat of his body as it warmed her own body up to a normal temperature.
For the moment, she didn't mind just being out here with him. It was slightly safer being here with him then in the bar filled with drunk men who could have easily taken advantage of her if she had blacked out in there if her employeer Dech wasn't there. Jacey hadn't done anything of the sort so perhaps it was wiser to stay with him.
In truth... he had been fearful for her? Actually worried and concerned? That seemed...slightly...foreign to her but she guessed it was natural for any human to worry about another if the other was hurt or in some sort of discomfort. But she really should stop thinking for now and resorted to just listening to Jacey sing.
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Life is learning to find happiness in any situation, however bad it may seem.
(This message has been edited by Seraphim (edited 08-10-2004).)